Waiting

Sometimes, all you can do is wait. I'm at a point in my life where all I can do is wait. I hate waiting, but I know it's for the better. Waiting to drive, waiting for a job, waiting for a career, waiting for love. I had a decision today. Whether to live in sorrow, or take a chance and wait. I decided to wait. I really hope my life turns around soon. Reality will eventually destroy us all, but I don't want to be next in line. I can never be satisfied these days, and it's a struggle. Thinking I'm not good enough for myself isn't exactly a luxury. More of a curse. It's good at sometimes, getting better to the person I want to be but at the same time lowering my self esteem. Oh, well. I'm sure no ones reading this so it doesn't matter. It's only Perry Groves' opinion.

It's been awhile, hasn't it?

My life right now: God, football, friends, getting ready for school, a little bit a saxophone playing (I'm busy with the other stuff, so I don't have time to practice. Not good.), and thinking about what's going on in my life. My heart threw itself around in my chest, and I have had to stop it. It's been somewhat of a rough summer, and now I have to get over everything because football. Football has now officially token over my life, and It's a love-hate relationship. I want my life, but I want my football. I hope high school's better than middle school because I didn't really like claggett. It's fine though, because it hates me too. It's crazy that I'm already in high school. I remember when I was in elementary school, seeing my oldest brother at McNary. For all of you who are scared going into high school, don't be. It's a different place, but you still have at least a few friends. Gosh, I haven't blogged in such a long time, it's a little weird. If anyone reading this know anything about a jazz recording studio, let me know or maybe even hook me up. I want my life to hurry up, so I can be an adult and be a musician, but I know a part of life is growing. Well, I guess this is about it, if you want leave a comment, and spread joy around the world. That's all this world needs. Joy. If you have joy, then you get hope, and if you have hope, you have faith. Goodnight, awesome people.