Waiting

Sometimes, all you can do is wait. I'm at a point in my life where all I can do is wait. I hate waiting, but I know it's for the better. Waiting to drive, waiting for a job, waiting for a career, waiting for love. I had a decision today. Whether to live in sorrow, or take a chance and wait. I decided to wait. I really hope my life turns around soon. Reality will eventually destroy us all, but I don't want to be next in line. I can never be satisfied these days, and it's a struggle. Thinking I'm not good enough for myself isn't exactly a luxury. More of a curse. It's good at sometimes, getting better to the person I want to be but at the same time lowering my self esteem. Oh, well. I'm sure no ones reading this so it doesn't matter. It's only Perry Groves' opinion.